I am a crossdresser and VS120 smoker. Hoping for some chat with similar guys and gals that could lead to relationship. When I was 12 yrs old my first masturbation occurred with my Mothers' panties not knowing then that I was becoming femme. When I first married 8 yrs later I started dressing in my wife's dresses unbeknownst to her. Eventually we divorced (too young) and living alone I started shopping for perfumes and lingerie. But I didn't really start exploring my femininity until after my 2nd wife passed away. Now living alone again I can indulge my fantasies much more. Lots of cosmetics and lingerie bought in local stores, such a thrill to go to checkout with items meant for myself and getting comments from checkout girls. And of course I also overcame my fear of smoking VS 120s in public and now they are my only cigarette that I gladly smoke publicly. Starting on Jan 1,2013 I made a life changing decision to be much more out in public with my transgendered cross-dressing self. I visited my next door neighbor (a 50 yr old woman) and told her of my desire to be much more feminine and she was so very supportive. She took me to a consignment store for a new wardrobe and then to Ulta for a consultation. Since then I've been able to go out dressed up to shop, even going to my supermarket dressed where lots of the checkers know me perally. All my neighbors have now been told to be aware of me because I will be seen in the neighborhood dressed up quite often. I feel so feminine now and will even be having my ears pierced so I can wear stud earrings. However, I can't be out to my fellow workers as it could be cause for firing (in my mind anyway). Since I have not updated my profile for several years I will now (Dec 2015) I started a routine of herbs + progesterone almost 2 years ago to grow my breasts. The results have been very pleasing and I now wear a 38B bra comfortably and don't need any prosthetics. I live 24/7/365 as a woman now since I was involuntarily retired in Sept 2014. Never been happier. My hair is shoulder length; I don't go anywhere without makeup and my wardrobe is expansive. I've forgotten what it was like to appear in public as a male.

My Ideal Person I'm looking for another CD or a woman who would facillitate my crossdressing and who also enjoys the sensuous aspects of smoking.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
I go to the home of another crossdresser carrying my makeup
kit and several outfits. We chat for awhile and then start
applying makeup together. After my lipstick is perfect
I light up a VS120 as does my friend and we smoke cigarettes
together while we chat and fondle. Then we start putting
on dresses or lingerie and showing off. We might try on several
outfits and try new makeup with tip sharing. Lots of smoking
and possibly trying each others cigarettes if different
brands. Lots of kissing and fondling. When we're both
sexually charged we perform fellatio on each other until
we cum in each others mouths swapping cum. Lipstick on a
hard cock/clit really gets me hot. Smokey blowjobs are
a must. We might even get aeound to some anal

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
A remote wilderness spot

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Fetishes, Role Playing, Threesomes, Cross Dressing, Mutual Masturbation, Participating in Erotic Photography, Massage

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I have cybersex quite often.

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