I have been in a committed lesbian relationship for 12 years and I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with my wonderful partner. I am an unassuming, average looking, somewhat shy, slightly overweight, middle-aged bi-sexual woman. That being said, I AM [I]bi-sexual[/I] rather than fully lesbian. I find I just miss being with a man sometimes. The urge waxes and wanes, but can be quite strong at times. Several times, when this has happened in the past, I've become a member on here, hoping to find someone local to meet discreetly. And there have been a few (very few though) that were possibilities but I never followed through. Eventually, I would start feeling guilty or become scared and I'd close my account and run away! It's actually happened several times . . . :o/ Just talking about it with someone . . . fantasizing . . . helped me get my desires until control, it seems. That, and some fun with my webcam! Yes, I am on the shy, quiet side in per, but for some rea, broadcasting my video out to everyone, I become quite the exhibitionist! Now . . . the desires are back. However, I’m trying a different approach, so maybe this time I won’t need to disappear. My goal is no longer to meet someone in per (it’s not out of the question, I suppose –if things progressed gradually & made that a logical next step). Instead, I’m going to indulge my longings virtually! There's something about broadcasting myself - sometimes people from all over the world watching me . . . It's an awesome turn on! I also like to watch others . . . I might be interested in some cam-to-cam, too - Have to wait to see if I want something more "peral" like that or will prefer to keep showing it anonymously to the masses. I will say that if you ever see that I'm broadcasting, I will be . . . actively engaged. I don't get on and then just sit doing nothing. Perally, I hate bringing up video after video to find the per/people doing nothing except typing! What I can offer online - I have rather large breasts -- I suppose they're starting to show the effects of gravity but I think they're still quite nice! I do enjoy playing with those and showing them off. I really get off on people commenting how much they like them and what they'd like to do with them! As I mentioned, I am a bit overweight . . . I get embarrassed about my belly and try to keep it covered, so please indulge me with that. Down below, I am unshaven. I know some people don't care for that look but I don't wish to do anything to make my partner suspicious. Unfortunately, I don't have a lot of opportunities to get on the webcam, but will be here whenever I can be! And if you see me there, you'll know I mean business!

My Ideal Person While I am not looking to meet anyone in person at this time, I could be interested in a few special friends to play with via chat and webcam.

I know we're all here for pretty much the same thing but even with this site's focus, my ideal person someone who can carry on a conversation on interests other than just sex. I'd really like someone who is literate and can write a complete sentence!