I am in search of a good Master, one who isn't afraid to make me experience, various degrees of punishment, as well as, one who is fairly brutal and very strict. I seem to find myself, with what seems to be, an obsession, for being overly and inappropriately used, man handled, if you will. And when deemed necessary, I am not, un accustom to being tied-up and bound into place, enabling me, to be forced to endure, a more then necessary, number of toys and gadgets on me. Although, as erotic as this may all be, these toys and gadgets, should be always used, with an excessive amount of force, when having them used on me, both, on the inside and the outside of my body. In fact, if this causes me, to scream out, all the way through, a multiple number of orgasms, one right after another. Until finally, the only way, I might be able to keep myself in a place of sanity, is to allow myself, to slid into a unconscious state, of being, then it has been done correctly. I am very serious about, what I do and the things, that are being done to me. Therefore,I have absolutely, no time at all, and can not and will not, tolerate, any kind of head games at all.. But, unfortunately, I can not always, keep these from happening. And, when it does happen, I always seem to lose someone, or something. I guess, that is what I get, for wearing my heart on my sleeve. Maybe, at some point, if I work harder at it, and just dint give a fuck, and truly stopped caring about anyone, and/or, the way, they thought and felt about things. Then, it probably it wouldn't matter and would not be the one, that always ended up, being hurt and broken. It would be so wonderful to know, that there is a Master out there, for me, waiting until I get to him. And when I do finally get to him, he is willing to inflict me with, pain and suffering. He must be willing to collar me, and ready to teach me, his law and obedience. I will be there as his slave,and his property, and he will have to allow me, to adore and worship him, as well as, the ground he walks on. To have me there, at his beck and call and let me love him, and love doing it. This man should be a man of my personal preference, he must be a very large and tall man, not a fat man, just very large and handsome to look at.

My Ideal Person A man who is very tall and handsome, to look at, a good seance of humor, would be nice. A Sadistic man is fine, Sadistic does not scare me. But he needs to be an honorable man, a man who recognizes, the value of his word. One that can take control, of any and all situations, in other words, a good commanding Master. Someone who would treat me like a lady and with respect in public, but, like his slut in private and worse, in his bedroom. A man who won't care, if he causes me to cry a real tears, and even better, if he gets aroused from them. A man who enjoys listening to me beg him, for my needs and desires. And is amused and entertained, by the amount of my pain and suffering, I will be forced to endure, at his hands. However, I'm not interested in, or looking for a man, that is mean, just for the sake of being mean. Nor a man who is condescending, just to be vicious, for the hell of it, either. I am not at all interested in, the Lovie, dovie type of man, but it would be nice to have a man, with some compassion in his sole. But most important, even more so, then me being his slave and property, he must be willing, to be my best friend. And in all ways, A True Master.
And ladies, please don't bother, because I won't respond, I an only interested in being handled and owned by a man, a Master.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
My fantasies, pretty much center around, being with, and
under my Masters control. I t is his will and he decides,
what I will be made to endure and do next. I am into controled
violence, so any thing that involves, slapping, punching,
hair pulling, bondage, etc. etc, it is all good

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
Any and all are good, but I seem to stay with being in my Master

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Sadomasochism, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine), Rimming, Fetishes, Light Bondage, Hard Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Role Playing, Slave/Master, Mutual Masturbation, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Voyeurism, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Blindfolds, Leather, Fisting, Massage, pretty much anything else that comes to mind

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
No or I can't think of one

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I have cybersex quite often.

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