♥my name is [COLOR deeppink]Jessica Ruth[/COLOR]♥ Im 18 years old && LOVING every minute of it. I speak my mind & I dont care what people say about me. Im me && thats all that matters. I live on my own && I do my own thing - like it or not! I have a tendancy to be a [bitch] every now but thats only if you piss me off to a point where you better start runnin. I'm probly one of the sweetest girls you could ever meet with the bigest heart there is...But don't abuse it cuz i come back 10x harder. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥I'm expecting a baby on [COLOR deeppink][B][December 24th, 2008][/B][/COLOR] && I know its going to be far from easy && I know im deff. going to have my struggles but I can do it. I don't know what I would do if I did not have my family. Yes i'm the stupid girl who never listens when anyone gives advice or sometimes I will admit it goes in one ear and out the other. I can do whatever anyone else can, I can achieve [every goal && every dream] I had. No one can stop me & I am very thankful for what I have even if I may not show it. I can be someone, someone better than everyone thinks && I can do it, but all I can be is me while I'm doing it. I wouldnt trade my family or friends for the world they have given me alot in more ways than I can sometimes understand && I know its my turn to make them proud because they have already made me proud && I [Thank Them]♥ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She’s not like every other girl. She doesn’t give a shit what she looks like and to her make-up is a waste of time. She will eat like a pig and not care if they make fun of her. She’ll be a dork and she’ll act stupid. And if you haven’t noticed, she probably has the best friends around. And it’s not because she a stupid fake teenage girl, its cause she’s herself. She's the self-preserved, pretty-but-doesn't-know-it kind of girl. Reading her books and daydreaming all day. While he's the outgoing, spontaneous, gorgeous boy with the most amazing eyes you'll ever see. They grew up in two different worlds and he'll teach her how to stand up to those who look down to her and she'll teach him how to love and know the true meaning of jealousy, while he teaches her the same without knowing it. He'll teach her how to shout at the world without a wince because his hand it holding tightly around hers, letting her know he will never leave her, causing her to forget her fears for everything and just being able to live for once without a worry. I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did..I've memorized your face && the way that you look at me..I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine..I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though neither of us know what the future holds, I know one thing for sure; you're the best thing that ever happened to me. i believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. i believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. i believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, in dancing in the rain, and miracles. && i believe in second chances, even if you've completely messed up.

My Ideal Person Someone whos amazzzing in everyway. A guy who can get me to smile when i'm completely upset. One who can get me to laugh like it's going outta style. A guy who is outgoing & most of all Respects me.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Role Playing, Massage

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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