My Ideal Person:
Can touch not just demand to be touch; life is not about taking all you can get Dammit: IT is about Giving all you can take (If this doesn't make sense - just move on; you could be about to make a Fuckin' mistake)

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Lovin'; Fuckin'; havin' Sexual relations ?
This is all the same goal for most: the basic needs are to be met are to be handled, touched, fondled and in the end? Endorphines all run amok -

In the aftermath and the afterglows the sigh and the cigarette cravings wane
The reality of the situation returns with the normal heartbeat and the oxygen content to most of y'alls Brain & then IF you have a 'nother somewhere there may be a fleeting moment of reflection or pause of Guilt?
Maybe not, if you really don't care?

My perfect person, WHO really ever knows; I thought I had him this Once was my Twice and now its fucked up too & Life surely blows!

Normal men don't withdraw from a wife, for months on end without a sign of strife. Hand me a statistic where a straight man won't fuck his wife silly, at the offering out of her allowing Him to spank her BARE ASS to ease his tensions in some misunderstanding and Surely I would have to question his Moral standing and His Vows. WHO's going to pass up the chance to spank on this ass & miss out on making ME HOWL?

So, men and women of Adult FriendFinder, someone tell me what do you think about this situation?
Do I make myself unattractive like he says OR is he just ????

I have my opinion and reserving for later. Just looking for consensus here & why not ?
FUCK HIM - He is Jaded !
It has been months since he has touched me or even tried to act "related".
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UPDATE on the Cougar
My ever-so desperate Husband *trying to JUSTIFY his fuckin' off for the past 5+ years has enlisted his friends, co-workers, private investigators & ??? to try to dig up dirt on ME for adultery !

I was pretty devastated to find out what I has just assumed was going on this whole time; even moreso to find out that He'd not trusted me enough to try to bring them into our family if he decided to love them that much. Instead, he has taken the stance that they are more important than what started out as that "Vanilla" family.
I have never claimed to be perfect, Hell- who'd want to be? I just would have wanted the choice to possibly been able to DECIDE go/stay based on what the hell was going on and with whom?!!!

Instead? THere was/ has been some fucked up plot hatched by two deceptive individuals that'd in the end have me looking like a paranoid, insane and totally unfit mother. The details - those are just too far out to put into words; I still have a hard time chewing on them. It feels like a really bad B-rated spy flick on a limited budget EXCEPT that I have been living it.
Maybe, just maybe, somewhere along the way HE really had no idea about some of the shit that happened? Like the folks following me as I left from the state we resided in to head for sanctuary and safety of my family? I will continue to believe, that my Intuition has gotten me this far and Tenacity will ensure that I for damn sure finish this on my own two feet, with my children in my custody and the rest of the pieces will have fallen into place.

THIS membership here, has been for the purpose of boosting my morale. My own personal image that my husband was working so fucking hard at shattering into a zillion pieces -- the attention of these other men and women MADE ME FEEL WHOLE Again over and over.
If you can't understand the reality of that Joe, then FUCK YOU!
You are not the man I thought you were.
You have become someone else; a complete stranger and I will always love you.
The children miss you and love you desperately -
I just want to know WHO, WHY and for how long?
Has it been worth all of this; really?

Did you really think I would not understand?
The heart and mind can't help who it desires and loves. Polyamourous relationships work out just fabulously and you never gave me the chance to say one way or the other ???
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He took away his affections; he took away his love
I lay there discarded, waiting hopefully for a hopeful glance from above

He proudly took my feelings and ripped them to shreds
Added the lot of them to some mulch in the neighbors fertilizer as He passed their flowerbed

Away he rode, driving into the heated good night
driving away, around the corner, past the stop sign;
past the corner store and on to His Secret's house;
His Lover waited there knowing all that had transpired, and was not concerned a bit,
that Lover there - was getting what they wanted and then some, they'd had this planned for a good, long time and down to the details: every tiny little bit!

Is it a boy or is it a girl?
Female or male; does it really matter - the things that are basic needs here to focus on are 8 feet
that all go pitter-patter

What about the cost
Is that a price to pay?
Whatever would you do after you get ME (the mother) all locked up somewhere; and out of the way?

Human Nature is a Beast
There is also Murphy's Law
You BOTH = YOU fucking retarded Bitches have forgotten one fabulous thing = I, too, am a FUCKING United States Marine.

dd-214 means a lot to some and nothing to others
I just wear my internal scars from my time served within the Few, the Proud, "that" Band of Brothers.

My wagons are rounded Pilgrim, the stock is well taken; you think you got your shit straight: BRING IT ON YOU DUMB Mother Fuckers,
I do believe I can almost smell the Bacon...

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
The beach, The middle of a park, A dark back alley, A movie theatre, A remote wilderness spot, Under a waterfall, A store dressing room, An elevator, At a nightclub, Anywhere, I have a very active imagination: lots of places!

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Sadomasochism, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Fetishes, Light Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Role Playing, Threesomes, Slave/Master, Mutual Masturbation, Food Play, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Voyeurism, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Blindfolds, Leather, Latex, Massage, hair pulling to a degree

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
George Clooney ! Do I really have to explain that? That man is fine as hell, that's why he turns me on!

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.