hello and thank You for taking the time to read through my profile and through my blog...
You will find that i am an attractive, open-minded, truthful and honest woman who has traditional integrity and morals...
i desire to have a monogamous, life long, positive relationship...
i have learned that negativity creates negative emotions which in turn, makes the human body sick...
and i enjoy being well, full of fun and laughter...
i am in search of the last relationship of my life...

and I am holding out for You, because You are the One that i have dreamed about...
You are the One who gives me my wings to fly...

what You desire, will be what i desire, as we intermingle through our daily lives, using the many arts of seduction...
constant arousal, constant want...lust...desire
evil grins exchanged in restaurants, laughter in the woman's dressing room, silky undies left on Your dinner plate...
hungering for each other from one moment to another...

i have so much passion and adventure inside of me, that has never been touched...
You are serious about making a long term connection, not just a passing of time for You...
You've been through that part of Your life, and now, You realize that there is so much more...
the union of souls through the strong bonding of mental and emotional intimacies...

the chemistry is there for both of us, we are very physically attracted to each other, we know that there is no one else...

just imagine...
every time that You see me, instant excitement...
and a big smile on face, happy to You...
seriously, You wouldn't like that?
especially knowing that as i get closer to You...
that i can't wait to taste Your sweet kiss...
to smell Your cologne...
to slowly dissolve that hunger for Your touch through teasing kisses...
to have the happily ever after...

many snicker and hiss, "dream on..." but that is cool...
it is my dream...
not theirs...
and I will, dream on...
what is my only other choice?
not to dream???
Forget that...
You are always in my head...
wondering what You will look like...
smell like...
taste like...

my children are grown adults and have their own lives now...
recently, our family had for the first time, some scary news...
but we all grouped together and everything is going to be fine...
i have no pets, no responsibilities, so i can give myself completely to You...
i have always been a caretaker and i love being that way...
i am a free spirit, who is extremely open minded and the angel in me, whose halo, btw, is held up by my horns, becomes very turned on by intellectual conversation...
the kind where i can interject arousing innuendos, keeping You on the edge, and every now and then, letting a foot slip off of that edge, wanting to cross but waiting until the time is right...
seducing each others' mind through "word challenges" and "who knows what" in timid exchanges...
slowly slipping in, every now and then, those little sighs and sounds of my desire for You...
i love to talk intellectually with You about what i desire, what You desire, taboos, hard limits, and soft...
and i love to try new things...
i have several fetishes, as i am sure that You do too
....mmmm....the fun of discovery

i will not settle for less than a life filled with unconditional love, continuous laughter, trust, exploration, and the bliss that we both have imagined in our dreams...

You are a gentleman, that i will adore...
i will give to You all that You desire...
i receive pleasure by giving You pleasure...
and You receive pleasure by seducing mine away...
the sweetest torture of all...
not letting me touch You, teasing me by getting so close, to my restrained hands, or feeling Your soft, hot breath, perhaps a small doggie sniff at the back of my hair line...
i need great love, affection and attention, this is my drug...this i what makes me alive with desires...
my desire is for a deep trusting, intellectual, mental connection with a loving man who knows how to love and how to show it...
You are strong mentally, emotionally and physically, and You truly understand my needs, in and out of the bedroom as I will understand Yours with a wide smile...
You are an incredible man who desires to experience a unique connection with a woman who is beautiful inside and out...
You will be an attractive gentleman, a professional, college educated man who is financially and emotionally secure, drama free and single, You are caucasian, 35-40 years old, athletically fit and fun who will enable me to become the woman i desire and the submissive that You need...
You must be a nonsmoker as I am, and drinks very little, if not at all...
the Only bad habit that You will have, will be me and You will be mine...
clothes come off at the doorway, weekends full hours of intimate times...
to have all day saturday and sunday, to play with each other...
counting down every weekday in anticipation of the up coming pleasurable and surprising weekend...
trying to out seduce each other, to out surprise each other...
think about all that is available in life, all that is at the tip of our fingers, all that we can use for giving and receiving pleasures in life...
walks in nature, to be able to create and maintain that never ending smile on someone's face...
yes, i am very different and what i desire is very different, but how boring life would be if every thing was the same...
i am spiritual, not religious...
i believe that a great source created all that there is and i interpret my life that he has given me, in my way, going down my own path...
learning as i have fallen and also, as i have succeeded...
knowing that i am here for a reason and to make a difference somewhere, some how...
i recycle and conserve energy in the little ways that i can to give back to this wonderful earth...
i've had the great fortune of having 2 signs in my life that gave me knowledge that i am here for a reason...
i know that You are looking for me...
and we will meet...
when Our paths have finally crossed...

i am 5'4" and full figured, a bbw, i weigh 235 and have an hourglass figure...
i am naturally well endowed which makes up for eight of those pounds...
i have honey blond hair about 6 inches below my shoulders, green eyes, very long, eyelashes and naturally full, pouty lips...
i am young at heart and happy in my heart...
my life is a journey of self discovery and i am a wonderful work in progress...
i am so much more than what i have put in this profile, getting to know each other is the beginning of this shared path...
looking for that amazing man on the same path, hungering for the same deep mental dance and the mental foreplay as i am, that will develop into a paramount connection filled with never-ending adventures and pleasures...
i would love to ride on the back of Your harley...
i would love to listen to You make music...
this is the way that i see You in my dreams...
my Dark Knight...
with an aura of passion, lust and desire, lighting Your way to me...
Your deep, alluring voice will resonate in my blood, making it boil and swell...
my wetness is never ending, dreaming of You...
waiting for You...

i am seeing someone...
and He is perfect for me...
He is the needle in the haystack...

i just haven't met You yet...

My Ideal Person:
is You...

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
A rollercoaster

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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