This is just to update everything. My husand finally gave up on his search and instead has decided to trade me in on someone who was already trained to serve as he wished. I failed him. The following is what my old description said so read on only if you are interested in it. My husband is from Greece and returns to the states for about 30 days out of a year. He leaves me with an allowance and now feels that he is wasting his money when he comes here and finds me inattentive to his needs. He wishes for me to better entertain him and his company and feels that I should be submissive and attentive to his every wish. He has told me that to find a man/couple/woman that would be willing to train someone that lacks experience as myself, yet he keeps telling me that this will be a near impossible chore. Claiming that I will require much to much discipline. He has even began the search for such owners/trainers, saying that all I do I fail at every given task. My husband wishes for me to be on my knees in his presence. Apparently things are good in Greece and he would like them good here also. Do not bother contacting me if you fear punishing me or if you have any hold ups on physical discipline. My husband finds that this is a must; otherwise he says, I will return to him useless. Also, my chest is a 36c and my nipples are only the size of quarter when erect, otherwise about the size of a half dollar when unmolested. My husband finds this disgusting and has been trying to enlarge them and would welcome any knowledge concerning this. He promises that if you choose to train me, that he will contact a physician and have my nipples enlarged, even have a physician from Greece fly in if necessary. He can't believe that a doctor hasn't already found them to be abnormal and volunteered such services so that the community could be pleased by them. He has tried extensive suctions, wrapping in leather straps. beating and needles, electro shock, and is planning to pierce them and apply weights. I hope this works and fear surgery, but will do as my husband wishes. I am to be used as a display when we are to entertain guest in our home, to be used for sexually and for punishment. I have attended such functions, but have never participated in these lines that seem to gather around the display. So not only will I need experience with all holes being used and filled (my ass still being a virgin), but I will need experience in all fields of punishment. I am not interested in one night stands. Don't bother emailing me with these request. My husband is here now waiting to leave for Greece, and is waiting for ownership to be accepted. He will then leave and not return until May and will request that I return to him so that he may approve of my ability to serve. If training is going well, he will leave again after approximately six weeks and I will be available again for more training.

My Ideal Person I am looking for a man/couple/woman who with a word can make me drop my clothes. I want a person that will want to share with his friends the whore that he will make me. I need an owner that will make me his slave. Someone that takes me to a party, showing me off to all, letting everyone know that the whore belongs to him, and that I will follow his every order, down to pleasing not only him but anyone in the room that he tells me to. I will refer to him as sir/master/whatever he desires, and he will call me anything he wishes. I want to be punished as he sees fit. As they say the punishment should fit the crime, well I'm always into mischief, but I am never punished for my wrong doings. I come from a family and have always paid my way out of anything I have gotten into. If I need to be restrained, then restrain me, if I need to be spanked, for goodness sake, spank me, if I've been really bad, do with me as you see fit. If you've had a bad day, I will be there, forget the dog. If you work in an office let me spend every day kneeling under your desk, me quietly waiting to insert into my mouth your hard cock to fulfill your needs of proving me the whore only worthy of servicing others to be used whenever you are willing to acknowledge me. I do not believe in safe words; I feel true ownership would be to take the punishment that my owner/master sees fit to deliver to me; what am I suppose to tell him "Hey wait, that might hurt!" (I don't think so). I would like for my husband to return to the states and find me the the wife he was looking for. I want dom/s that can train me to my husbands likings, this would include but not be limited to punishment administered in front of others such as oxygen deprivation, bondage, branding, piercings, sexual tortures, and confinement. He has recently had a contraption installed in the basement that keeps me suspended in the air in different positions depending on my husband's mood. He would like to see me suspended for approximately 19 hours of everyday, without difficulty believe my roaming about has been the cause of many of my problems, and lack of respect. I look forward to this and only want to please him, and do as a good wife should. My husband is leaving for Greece and would like to find me an owner to train me while he is away. This person may use my husbands home, or their own, they are also welcomed to any equipment here that my husband has already began to collect. His collection consists of but is not limited to 3 restraining tables, 2 restraining chairs, his suspension equipment, floggers, mouth gags, enemas, dildo's, vibrators, branding irons, piercing guns, needles, gold bars, gold rings, collars, cuffs, leg irons, medical supplies, and several instruments claiming to be king daddy's for the oxygen deprivation. He only knows how to use a few of these and welcomes anyone that chooses to train me to use these toys. He is searching also on his own and if ownership is not acquired here soon, says that he will take a detour on his way to Greece and leave me with a few friends in South America for my training. I do not really care to leave the states, but will do as he wishes.

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
I dream of being a total submissive and being taken to work
with my master and being placed under his desk to service
him through out his day, client after client comes through
his door and he continues with the writing contracts and
making deal while I suck his cock and have him cum in my mouth
and down the back of my throat multiple times before lunch.
Well I had began to play with him which I am not allow to do,
I am to sit by and wait for him to give me the command to take
his dick in my mouth but unable to wait I had began to unzip
him and this upset him very much. So at lunch time, instead
of letting me out from under his desk, he told me to remain
there until he returned. He was planning to meet clients
he informed me and that he may be gone for quite sometime.
Well, I am sitting under his desk bored to death when one
of his partners comes in and has a seat. He knew that my master
had a slave, but he had never met me. Well once he set down
and seen me under there he knew what the deal was and immediately
dropped his pants...I did as any good sub should do and began
to suck him off. His moans and groans were a bit loud and drew
attention from a few of the other partners and it was not
long before I have serviced eight of the partners and now
they were pulling me out from under the desk not wanting
to wait their turn in the seat but to start aline to fuck me
as well. I tried to object telling them I was not told by my
master of these arraigements and I would receive punishment.
With that comment, one of the partners yelled out that the
whore needed to be punished. One partner took off in a hurry
and returned with rope, my hands where tied together in
front of me and i was told to place my back on my masters desk.
The took the rope and looped it thorugh my tied wrist and
under the desk to tie on the second set of legs by my feet.
My ankles each had a rope tied around them and each leg was
tied back to the legs on the desk by my head. Then with a couple
of guys by my head holding the rope that contolled each ankle
and several at my feet which controlled my hands they began
to tug. I was being forced into a backwards arch over my masters
desk. The senior partner step forward and decided to try
his luck on face fucking me...I was doing my best not to let
any spill as my master had always told me, but as I was sucking
and lapping on his cock the others were still tugging on
the ropes. I was afraid I may snap at any given time, yet I
couldn't moan, or protest even if I would have thought
to, with my mouth full with this large hard cock being rammed
continously at the back of my throat...Just as he was shooting
his load down the back of my throat I heard another one of
they guys laughing and felt him step in between my legs,
he dropped his pants enough to reveal his hard cock and began
to rub my pussy with it. But not wanting to wait and already
about to explode he rammed it in full force; fucking me so
hard that I hardly noticed the cum shooting down my throat.
One of the others was continously slapping my tits, pinching
and pulling them, telling me what a good whore I was. And
then up steps the next partner for his face fuck...I was
ready though just as I was trained to be...and then i felt
something different from the others of the day. It was the
janitor and he was standing there with the biggest dick
of them all and he was putting it against my ass trying to
enter me there. With my position and not having been used
much that way I was really tight for him...so just as the
guy in my mouth was about to shot off the janitor told him
to do it on my ass. He loved the thought of that and did cumming
twice as hard as the others watched and laughed. Then the
janitor rubbed his dick in it and without any warning, jammed
his dick up my ass, I was tight and this was painful at first,
for he kept drilling me harder and deeper, never caring
if it may hurt or wondering how i was doing. I leaned over
a couple of times slappng my tits real hard and telling me
to be a good whore and to make him cum. I was on the verge of
a loud moan when another dick was popped into my mouth and
this fellow began immediately beating my tits and crueling
ripping at my nipples, the janitor hollering for them to
pull the ropes tighter the whore was going to escape, which
they immediately began apply pressure again. All of a sudden,
I am released and every hole that was full was vacated and
as my body began to straighten, I noticed my master standing
in the door way. I was in shock and feared he would be very
upset, with all of us. He walked over to the desk and released
me from the ropes, spanked my ass real good in front of all,
and demanded I return beneath the desk, which I did as commanded.
Then if he asked the others, "Did she do well guys."
Yes they all agreed, how about bringing her in tomorrow.
He smiled, knowing my training was going well.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
Kid Rock. He looks like he would like to have hard core sex.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
No way. I only want skin on skin.

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